Homesick & Homeless

Posted on 12 January, 2008


     Feeling homesick in your own hometown is sickening.

This is my World right now. The tuning-out-of-everyday-conversation-thing chimes with me in particular. Chimes with me like a drum ‘n’ bass Big-fucking-Ben, in fact. The way some people witter and complain and blame so inanely makes violent imagery swim through my brain. I want to be left alone again, want to be an outsider. I don’t want the mundane, the mediocre, the drudgery of everyday life.

     To all ex-pats: Never go back.

This Country isn’t me anymore.